week four curfew but we all bully zetsu

[pura]

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[meteion]

[ damb, i'm being bullied and for what......

anyways Meteion is here...

"did you heal her" ....so, anyways! she's at least bandaged up? that counts, right? she's mostly keeping to herself, oozing some good ole' misery, anxiety and guilt. she's pretty much bandaged all over, anything more you'll just have to wait and see.... ]

[nightchild]

[WHY ISN'T SHE HEALED HELLO??

Itsuki trying his best to reel in his admittedly fraught emotions, he's doing his best to exude calming vibes -- is he succeeding? maybe?]

Mete-chan...

[meteion]

[ reasons ]

Suki-chan... [ she looks to him, a sorta empty look before she looks back down. ] I... I died. Back on that star.

[ have some of that guilt, that lingering fear. ]

[nightchild]

[oh no,

there's a spike of shock intermingled with fear, along with genuine concern -- the kind that comes when you're worried about someone you care about so much,]

...Can I sit with you?

[he has a million questions but first,]

[meteion]

[ she doesn't say anything else, simply nods. rather she even reaches out with her hand-- it's okay, she's healed enough to stabilize, at least? ]

[allomantic]

[taking a careful seat next to her!! her vibes are incredibly worried.]

[meteion]

[ Meteion's own is like the inside of a beehive-- just, too many negative ones buzzing all together it's hard to distinguish. it at least feels.. lesser, when she feels company beside her.

she looks like she wants to say something but. she stays quiet for now. ]

[allomantic]

[quietly, after a moment:]

What is it?

[meteion]

[ she shakes her head after a moment, before.. quietly ]

I.. I did not expect to see, anyone else there.. [ (zetsu voice) nobody told her about cyoas ). though there's that feeling of loss, guilt and tingling despair. ]

[pura]

...

[This is truly the worst week for emotion sharing because she's trying her best to put on a good face, but she's totally leaking anxiety and anger everywhere.]

Hey, were you able to use the pods at all...?

[meteion]

[ neat, their anxiety can match! she radiates more guilt at that because... ]

...No.. [ and then, quickly, ] I.. I'm just a creation, so.. it's okay. [ ... ] Some of it was a bit healed though.

[pura]

You're...

[Oh. A spark dismay, there, that she quickly reels the fuck in. Pepa voice: CLEAR SKIES, CLEAR SKIES...]

Meteion... If you're injured, then you have the right to medical treatment. Whether you're human or not... that isn't relevant.

[meteion]

[ oh i'm a fcken liar, britt is strongarming me into a pod, anyways ]

... [ she, unfortunately, has nothing to say at first. her head does tilt. ] Only viable creations... [ ... ] I'm sorry. It all feels...

[ a lot. overwhelming. miserable. at a loss because she's kinda dissociating. ]

[graverot]

[that's a lot of bad vibes. shale will sort of approach her, bending down, radiating some calming vibes in return.]

Hey. Just got back, huh?

[meteion]

[ that calming vibe does seem to give her a moment to breathe. ]

Yes.. It.. I didn't know what to expect, but that.. [ that misery is simmering strongly. ] ..It was wrong.

[graverot]

Sounds like it was pretty rough. No one I've talked to has had a very good time. Get put through a lot that tends to make you think things that aren't true. Nasty stuff.

[he's worried about her, but it's mostly calm worry.]

Do me a favor? Breath with me for just a bit?

[meteion]

[ she just quietly nods along, because she certainly feels it... that sensation of despair hanging over her head like a heavy cloud. ]

..Oh. Okay. [ she glances quickly at him before she tries to, the first few incredibly shaky. remnants of her earlier panic attack. it hitches though as she remembers something and curls up a bit tighter. ] I-I'm sorry.

[chevaliered]

[ the Hot Choco is being set down next to her. ]

If you feel like anything’s bleeding, or feels worse, you have to let us know. There’s blankets and towels here we can sort something out.

[meteion]

[ she nods quietly. looking to the hot choco but not reaching for it yet. ]

They were... healed a bit, I think. So it should be okay.. I don't think I'll be bleeding everywhere. [ ... ] ..Again.

[chevaliered]

[ a bit… ]

Meteion… we’ll go back to the Medbay tomorrow. You probably need a little longer in there. [ AGAIN she says… ]

You’re back though. Good job. Even if you don’t think it was, you made it back.

[meteion]

[ she's stable!! ]

I'm okay! Aymeric.. and Prompto are only human.. right? It's more important for them, to get healed first. [ she's just a creation bro. ]

...We failed though. Prompto and I... [ her shoulders tremble. ] I.. I should've tried harder, to protect that star.

[ fancy her new black feathers in her plumage? ]

[baalislife]

[ Everyone else is asking very nicely if she's alright, but Steel is fairly calm and quiet. ]

... If they are pestering you, I will ask them to give you space.

[meteion]

O-Oh, thank you, Steel... [ some anxiousness as she rubs at her hands. and yet some of her emotions feel so... detached. ]

It's okay. They're.. worried.

[baalislife]

[ everyone's allowed a little disassociation sometimes. ]

They are, but in their worry they may be imposing too much. You are allowed some peace and quiet, after what you have been through. You may take your time to consider what has happened without interruption.

[meteion]

[ a little treat... thank you. she listens and, there's a feeling of gratitude, as faint as it feels compared to everything else she is feeling-- there is appreciation towards Steel. ]

..I will. I'll try.