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Sounds like it was pretty rough. No one I've talked to has had a very good time. Get put through a lot that tends to make you think things that aren't true. Nasty stuff.
[he's worried about her, but it's mostly calm worry.]
Do me a favor? Breath with me for just a bit?
[he's worried about her, but it's mostly calm worry.]
Do me a favor? Breath with me for just a bit?
Empty space is not a concern of mine, necessarily.
I don't see why it would be different. Already, things are playing out as they usually seem to as of late.
I don't see why it would be different. Already, things are playing out as they usually seem to as of late.
[ oh i'm a fcken liar, britt is strongarming me into a pod, anyways ]
... [ she, unfortunately, has nothing to say at first. her head does tilt. ] Only viable creations... [ ... ] I'm sorry. It all feels...
[ a lot. overwhelming. miserable. at a loss because she's kinda dissociating. ]
... [ she, unfortunately, has nothing to say at first. her head does tilt. ] Only viable creations... [ ... ] I'm sorry. It all feels...
[ a lot. overwhelming. miserable. at a loss because she's kinda dissociating. ]
Oh, we'll probably be kind of -
[making kind of a whoosh, slurp vacuum sound?]
Into nothingness. [he sounds very calm about this. but since it's emotionshare, you can tell that he is...actually very calm about this, yeah.]
The little cakes here are great, have you tried them?
[making kind of a whoosh, slurp vacuum sound?]
Into nothingness. [he sounds very calm about this. but since it's emotionshare, you can tell that he is...actually very calm about this, yeah.]
The little cakes here are great, have you tried them?
[ she just quietly nods along, because she certainly feels it... that sensation of despair hanging over her head like a heavy cloud. ]
..Oh. Okay. [ she glances quickly at him before she tries to, the first few incredibly shaky. remnants of her earlier panic attack. it hitches though as she remembers something and curls up a bit tighter. ] I-I'm sorry.
..Oh. Okay. [ she glances quickly at him before she tries to, the first few incredibly shaky. remnants of her earlier panic attack. it hitches though as she remembers something and curls up a bit tighter. ] I-I'm sorry.
[She closes her fucking eyes, actually.]
... Right. Yeah. They're wonderful.
[This week really continues to be so fucking much. She is concerned and angry... cangry.]
Perhaps you should take some of those cakes with you. Drinks. And some of the pillows and sheets, too.
... Right. Yeah. They're wonderful.
[This week really continues to be so fucking much. She is concerned and angry... cangry.]
Perhaps you should take some of those cakes with you. Drinks. And some of the pillows and sheets, too.
[ everyone's allowed a little disassociation sometimes. ]
They are, but in their worry they may be imposing too much. You are allowed some peace and quiet, after what you have been through. You may take your time to consider what has happened without interruption.
They are, but in their worry they may be imposing too much. You are allowed some peace and quiet, after what you have been through. You may take your time to consider what has happened without interruption.
...I'm alright.
[glancing towards meteion for a moment.]
Worried, but I think we all are.
[glancing towards meteion for a moment.]
Worried, but I think we all are.
[she nods, but:]
Only if you were going to make it anyways.
Only if you were going to make it anyways.
...I am sorry we didn't better prepare you.
[frowning]
I do not want to bring up anything painful, but if you want to speak of it - I would listen.
[frowning]
I do not want to bring up anything painful, but if you want to speak of it - I would listen.
[oh no,
there's a spike of shock intermingled with fear, along with genuine concern -- the kind that comes when you're worried about someone you care about so much,]
...Can I sit with you?
[he has a million questions but first,]
there's a spike of shock intermingled with fear, along with genuine concern -- the kind that comes when you're worried about someone you care about so much,]
...Can I sit with you?
[he has a million questions but first,]
The thought is kind, Nogiku, but I have been in an "empty space" for more than 500 years without pastries or pillows. I will not be worse for wear after one night.
... But maybe just one of the cinnamon ones, in case I am stuck there for longer than anticipated.
... But maybe just one of the cinnamon ones, in case I am stuck there for longer than anticipated.
[taking a blanket as he passes them out.]
...Thank you.
...Thank you.
[ hi she has a chocolate croissant ]
You are concerned? Do not take this as questioning. You have a right to be.
You are concerned? Do not take this as questioning. You have a right to be.
Yeah.
[a glance at meteion. there's a little bit of worry, but it's smothered.]
Let's just, uh...best thing we can do to help is generate an atmosphere conducive to healing. That's the difficult thing and the beautiful thing about this week. The effect our feelings have on others is always there, but a little bit more tangible at the moment.
[a glance at meteion. there's a little bit of worry, but it's smothered.]
Let's just, uh...best thing we can do to help is generate an atmosphere conducive to healing. That's the difficult thing and the beautiful thing about this week. The effect our feelings have on others is always there, but a little bit more tangible at the moment.
Oh - you're right, I hadn't thought about that...
[trying to chill. it is mildly effective, maybe.]
[trying to chill. it is mildly effective, maybe.]
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