[Oh that's funny he's also got something in his hand, but it's easy enough to tell that it's a handkerchief, balled up and slightly bloodied. He'll tuck it into his pocket as he moves over to sit with her, though. Fortunately with his hobbling, he doesn't even have to go out of his way to make sounds to alert people of his presence when he shows up...]
[HET REALLY KILLS!! Also me as ur brain tbh it's just a random handkerchief it's fine.]
I don't think he'd be able to worm his way out of it even if we gave him a head start. [(kashuu voice) stupid twink] But that sounds like a good plan to me, anyway.
[A sigh... It actually does make him feel a little better, talking about CASUAL VIOLENCE as if he didn't stumble across Itsuki's corpse.]
...You guys kept getting thrown on those stupid things together, huh.
[Casual violence implies your twink will be alive to receive it, so. It's totally legit. This is fine.]
So we did. [She takes a long drag from her cigarette, turning away so she doesn't blow smoke all over his face.] To think we survived it all, only for him to...
[Healthy coping mechanisms... Bless her, though, she is so valid.]
...I know.
[To survive all of that, only to die at the end of it... Hah. Yeah. That's pretty awful, isn't it.
He also makes a face at that.]
Honestly, I'm not sure if he did, and if he didn't, I'm gonna kill him twice. [BINCH.] ...I didn't get a close look at his body or anything, but it looked like he only had one wound across his neck. He seemed pretty peaceful, too.
[He could have used it on one attack and succumbed to a second, but... something about the way he had been found set Kashuu at an unease.]
[Honestly, fair mood! She is so valid. He's just quiet for a second, head bowed.]
...I wanna think that he wouldn't. He knows how much he meant to us, here.
[To the people on their side who cherished him. ...But Itsuki is Itsuki all the same, and he wouldn't be surprised if he'd have done that if he felt it necessary for whatever reason.]
He really was frustrating right to the very end. [Touching a hand to where she tucked the pin away.] But, if he was faced with someone he couldn't bring himself to kill, then...
[Knowing there are people who care about him won't stop a twink from yeeting himself into the void, anyway.]
[What a MOOD!! He hates it here. He's very tired. He would like the people he loves to stop yeeting themselves into the void, thanks.]
...Mm. Or if he could tell he was starting to go, like Percy kinda did. I-- wanna think he wouldn't just lie down and die for someone who's refracting, even if they were close.
[Which he hates almost more than he hates the idea of Itsuki just laying down his life for a refracting loved one, but.]
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...Mind if I sit here?
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She nods, though. Go ahead, Kashuu. And then, quietly:]
I'm going to kill him.
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...Did he leave that with you?
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... Yes. That handkerchief, too?
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Ah-- no. That's mine. [Itsuki left his only hairpin with sweet Nogiku and then died about it. Het kills.]
...I'll let you get in first, but I wanna get a hit in too, 'kay?
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Despite herself, she huffs out a laugh.]
Why not both? If we go after him at once, he won't be able to worm his way out of it.
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I don't think he'd be able to worm his way out of it even if we gave him a head start. [(kashuu voice) stupid twink] But that sounds like a good plan to me, anyway.
[A sigh... It actually does make him feel a little better, talking about CASUAL VIOLENCE as if he didn't stumble across Itsuki's corpse.]
...You guys kept getting thrown on those stupid things together, huh.
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So we did. [She takes a long drag from her cigarette, turning away so she doesn't blow smoke all over his face.] To think we survived it all, only for him to...
[Trailing off, visibly frustrated.]
Do you think he used his gumball?
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...I know.
[To survive all of that, only to die at the end of it... Hah. Yeah. That's pretty awful, isn't it.
He also makes a face at that.]
Honestly, I'm not sure if he did, and if he didn't, I'm gonna kill him twice. [BINCH.] ...I didn't get a close look at his body or anything, but it looked like he only had one wound across his neck. He seemed pretty peaceful, too.
[He could have used it on one attack and succumbed to a second, but... something about the way he had been found set Kashuu at an unease.]
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... If he allowed himself to be killed for some damn bullshit reason, I'll never forgive him. Never.
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...I wanna think that he wouldn't. He knows how much he meant to us, here.
[To the people on their side who cherished him. ...But Itsuki is Itsuki all the same, and he wouldn't be surprised if he'd have done that if he felt it necessary for whatever reason.]
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[She sniffs, closing her eyes.]
He really was frustrating right to the very end. [Touching a hand to where she tucked the pin away.] But, if he was faced with someone he couldn't bring himself to kill, then...
[Knowing there are people who care about him won't stop a twink from yeeting himself into the void, anyway.]
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[What a MOOD!! He hates it here. He's very tired. He would like the people he loves to stop yeeting themselves into the void, thanks.]
...Mm. Or if he could tell he was starting to go, like Percy kinda did. I-- wanna think he wouldn't just lie down and die for someone who's refracting, even if they were close.
[Which he hates almost more than he hates the idea of Itsuki just laying down his life for a refracting loved one, but.]